I thought for a bit that I might be going into labor, but luckily I didn't get my hopes up. After Judah got up, he was in such a good mood, but my fuse became super short. Shorter than it has been in quite some time. I would start shaking I was so mad about... I'm not sure, but I was mad about SOMETHING. My back and lower abdomen started hurting significantly (this is why I thought I may be in labor) and I got really sick. It all happened so fast. I had to fix dinner and get to church by 7:15pm, and I was scheduled for childcare. Hooray.
The beginning of my day was fine. This was all after I had missed my nap. It's not uncommon for me to miss a nap, but the reason I did may have been what put me in such a mood. I was on the phone almost the entire time Judah was sleeping. We have been getting way too much junk mail for the previous house owners, so I have been calling these random places asking them to take us off the mailing lists. So I talked on the phone for 2 hours with a dozen or so costumer service representatives from companies all over the country, and not all are friendly or competent. I figured out my new budget (always a mood lifter *sarcasm*) and did some research on some church payments, and a bunch of other "not fun" things in general. Oh yeah, and talked on the phone with a relative that I would rather not be related to.
So I missed my nap to do a bunch of tedious and mind numbing things. Then when Judah got up, I just stressed out and had a hard time controlling my emotions. On top of all this, I am losing circulation in my legs, so they are cramping a lot, and my stomach hurts really really bad from stretching. These last few weeks are just the baby getting bigger really quickly, so where I already had no room, she's pushing on even more to make even more room that I don't have. It's a painful process.
I wish she'd come early so we could skip this last part.
One of the positive parts of my day was grabbing a latte on the way to church. For me, it's one of those simple pleasures. I also got to leave church early because no other children showed up for the childcare, so I was off the hook. Not that I always hope to leave early. I usually quite enjoy being there, but not during this stressful and painful part of my life. So now Juju is in bed, and I get some down time to chill and wait for Ricky to get home. Also, being on a positive streak, I keep in mind that my pregnancy is really not that bad at all compared to many others who actually have it bad. I also was given money from the hubby for a massage. So I will most likely get a massage this weekend, although I still need to call and schedule it. You'd think that I could have done that today seeing as I was making calls for 2 hours, however, it didn't go that way for me.
I will try and call tomorrow. I will also be seeing my Grandma Neta tomorrow at the mall, so that will be a good mood lifter as well.
So this is me, signing off from my terrible day, with higher hopes for tomorrow. I'm going to bed early.